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[Jan. 13th, 2007|02:18 pm] |
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I'm so tired of forgiving people. I'm pretty much through it. I use to forgive people all the time. The problem with forgiving people all the time is the risk of being walked all over. I'm so sick of some of my old friends. I'm over it. I'm moving forward in my life, and they are stuck where they are leading a sad, trashy, unfortunate life. Whatever. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2006|01:45 am] |
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So I love my new digital camera! I quick made a new user pic, nothing great, because I have to go to bed soon...lol... |
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[Sep. 29th, 2003|11:33 pm] |
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Well if you haven't noticed i have been making most of my entries friends only. That's the way it is going to be. |
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| Cedar Point here we come! Yeah it will probably rain...SO WHAT! |
[Sep. 26th, 2003|08:26 am] |
Well i thought i would update one last time before beth ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) alienqueen , her alomst entire family, and myself ----> mrsluttypants, head for Cedar Point later today after i'm done with school. I was very worried i wouldn't be able to get all my homework done in time to leave. I was mostly worried about my internet english class since i usually do those assiginments fiday, saturday, and sunday. But i was able to complete EVERYTHING last night. I was up untill like 2:45 in the morning (some of that time was spent talking all stupid with a boy who's mother i'm going to get all up on, either that or his dog), and it was hard to get to sleep then, even though i was very tired and had a pain in my back from being at the computer for hours and hours typing essays and scripts. But i'm rather awake and i'm here and i'm ready to go. YAY!
I guess that's about it. I'll be back sometime on suday. See you all later! |
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| A break |
[Sep. 25th, 2003|09:03 pm] |
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HELLO! I'm taking a break from all my essay writing right now. I'm trying to squeeze all my homework in before beth and i leave for Cedar Point tomorrow! I will be up so late...
I think it's crazy because i will be traveling so much to get to all my friends colleges! It will be a while because i have to get a hold on all my homework first. And you also must consider the farthest i have ever traveled is like whitehall, and even then i had someone with me to show me the way. I also have to make some stops at the high school to see some friends. That should be... weird. I totally don't miss high school and i would feel fine if i never stepped a foot in there again. But i can't wait for the shows, and to see friends. But don't get me wrong, i had MANY great experiences in high school and enojyed it a lot.
I'm totally listening to the "Star Wars: Episode I soundtrack right now. I feel like i'm in movie right now!! My favorite song on this CD is the last song called Augie's Great Municipal Band. It's so much fun! Short, but fun!
Back to the regularly scheduled programing... |
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[Sep. 25th, 2003|04:28 pm] |
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I'm having a little bit too much fun making these male art user pictures. Seriously it's so much fun. I made another one, and have tons lined up. Man i should be doing homework right now... |
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[Sep. 24th, 2003|09:48 pm] |
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I have decided to make the third slot of my user pictures dedicated to the male body. Mmm. I am mainly doing this because i'm bored. So there you go. |
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[Sep. 24th, 2003|04:58 pm] |
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Off to another "fun" night at astronomy. Leave me comments sluts. Do it. I know you want to. Everyone else is doing it. |
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| chop CHOP! |
[Sep. 23rd, 2003|05:40 pm] |
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So i did it. The crazy thing i mentioned i was going to do today was get my hair cut...short. I like it and i'm so glad i wont have to spend as much time on it. Seriously it took me forever to do when it was long. See, my hair it really wavy and curly, so i had to use a straight iron on it, which took forever. Then to style it took a long time to. In all it would take me about a half an hour. Yep. Now i really don't have to do anything. Yay. Sluts.
The final episode of "Paradise Hotel" is on tonight! Oh yeah! There are so many freakin' idiots on that show and i totally love to watch them be all stupid. They are fuckas! Then after that it's time to watch the "Real World". But then after that i have to dive into homework. Gross. |
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| Our astronomy teacher actually made FUNNY jokes today! |
[Sep. 22nd, 2003|09:43 pm] |
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I'm doing something tomorrow that's kind of crazy and the only people who know are my parents. I'll tell you about it tomorrow!
So it looks like the deal is set and i get to go to Cedar Point with beth this weekend! Yay! The only thing is, is i have to get all my homework done by thursday. I usually do my internet english homework friday, saturday, and finish on sunday when i have to have it all in by. But i won't be home then so i have to do it all early. Ugh.
I like the fact i only have school every other day. It's so... nice.
YAY beth! We got A's on our astronomy quizes! WE ROCK sort of. Cause we are still going to fail the next quiz.
This is all i have energy to write for now... |
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| Thanks guys |
[Sep. 19th, 2003|10:00 pm] |
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Gosh. I just want to say thank you to everyone who commented on my last entry, and those of you who IMed me. The amount of responce to it really cheered me up. I really appreciate it. I'm glad i can come onto lj and vent about something like that, and have friends help you out with the problem. I'm a bit better now. *deep breath*
So my theatre teacher wasn't there again today! I was so happy! A three hour class and we were only there for 20 mins! We still had to take a quick quiz and we got some homework. On top of what my family had to say last night, i had so much homework last night and was stressing out over it, and the fact we had a test in computers the next day, and that quiz in theatre. I didn't fully complete my homework last night, but it didn't really matter. But i only got one question wrong on my computer test today, then there is the joy of my theatre teacher being gone, and the quiz was rather easy. So i had a good day today.
But now i'm bored. I'm done with my english essay homework and have nothing to do. Oh well whatever.
Let's go see what is on TV. |
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| Unbelieveable |
[Sep. 18th, 2003|06:34 pm] |
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I can't stand this. Well i found out how my family truly feels about me being gay. They think it's not normal and people hate people who are not normal, and they think people are going to try and kill me. Sort of. They just told me my life is going to be hell being gay and it's not the road i should go down.
I can't believe this.
They also were mad i didn't tell them earlier, saying that i lied to them all these years. They are also upset i told all my friends.
You know i really don't know what to do.
I so hate the human race right now. I don't care what i said before. My dad believes if i'm going to be gay that morally i should NEVER have sex with a guy ever.
So basically i'm suppose to be completely straight now.
I have so much homework tonight and it's going ot take me forever, but all i want to do is cry the entire night!
They also say that nobody i'm friends with can ever really give me advice about this because people around my age don't really know that much about the gay life style and all that shit.
I hope everyone else feels good about their lives.
Fuck this. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2003|10:46 pm] |
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I like cute boys who can dance really well. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2003|09:14 pm] |
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I now have three new user pictures. I was bored with the old ones. Time for the new ones! |
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| My ride |
[Sep. 16th, 2003|06:55 pm] |
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My parents went to give my car a tune-up. They ended having to pay $500 to get new brake pads, tighten a loose clap, and some other things. My gosh. Where would i be without my parents? They also said i need new tires, but my parents wanted to wait to get those. But i'll get them before winter.
I'm putting off homework right now....
My dad showed me some stuff in this huge college book thing that lists eveything about every single college and majors and stuff. I think he convinced me not to major in theatre. So i think i'll major in something in science, and minor in theatre. But who knows.
I'm going to go do homework now.... yes... homework....right |
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| tears i have cried, tears of pain, tears of joy... it's all gotten me here |
[Sep. 15th, 2003|11:43 pm] |
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I hate when i have so much i want to write in my journal, but i'm so worn out and brain fried to write it all down. Things have been so hard, but yet so enjoyable and fun. I see all of this stuff going on in my life as some crazy way to build me up. In the end, i see a beautiful path. No matter how hard things get, it all works out.
I have truly worked through so much this past year. And each time i go through something difficult, i learn something big from it in the end. Like what happened over the summer. I'm not going to call it drama because i feel now that the entire experience was needed for me to learn some lessons. I have learned to accept different choices that people make, and much more. Although i treated some people unfairly, it happened and i made mistakes. But the outcome was good in the end for me, in a weird way. I'm walking up a tall stair case, step by step. I may fall once in a while, but i keep making progress up the stairs anyway.
I'm so sorry.
It's so hard, but i'm willing to stuggle to get to where i need to go.
I love you, and everything, and everyone. |
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[Sep. 15th, 2003|12:57 pm] |
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I'm going to cut my hair short and dye it dark brown. I don't care what anyone thinks. You heard me. |
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| Oh geez |
[Sep. 15th, 2003|05:02 am] |
So it's 5 in the morning and i'm WIDE awake. You see when i went to bed i had a bit of a headache. But i thought it would go away by the time i woke up in the morning. But i woke up around 3 and still had that headache plus i felt worse. Sooooo i decided i should take some pain medication. I looked in my drawers and didn't have any normal ones left, and i didn't want to go into my parents bathroom and end up waking them up. I had some tylenol 3 with codine stuff but i knew that would make me all tired in the morning, and for the rest of the day for that matter. All that was left that i could possibly take was excedrin for migraines. I didn't want to have to take this because it has a lot of caffiene in it but i had no choice. Now two hours later i'm wide awake. And i'm rambling. Least the pain is gone!!
I'm going to try and go back to bed now.... |
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| College |
[Sep. 13th, 2003|04:49 pm] |
Okay all you lj friends out there, i pose a question. I'm going to be transfering to a four year university soon, maybe as soon as this school year is over with. I'm undecided on which college i would like to go to, but CMU is looking nice. But anyway, i ask all of you where do you think is a good college to go to and why. No fighting over which college is better, cause i'm just looking for options.
THANKS! |
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